Why hello there. Welcome to my Carrd
Last Updated 06/28 (MM/DD)
My name is IneffableNoesis. You can call me Noesis when speaking to me directly and Ineffable any other time.If you refer to me using honorifics, I prefer you continue to do so when speaking with me directly.
⌔If you know me from any controlled community spaces,
please seek my Community Carrd instead. That one will give you basic information to help us interact better. If we met in a community setting and you're looking to get to know me on a deeper level, come let me know first :3
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Disclaimer
MATURITY
As was briefly stated in my Git directory, you should assume my spaces to be mature unless I state otherwise. You will notice when it is "stated otherwise" because I take safe spaces very seriously when the time calls for it. Despite all, there will be no disturbing / violent imagery or blatant NSFW.Speaking of, one specific tab of my Carrd does include “adult” topics, but it’s warned for. As much as I’m expected to be responsible, you must mind what you click.No matter my "content rating", I don't really post or speak about things that your average 16 year old hasn't already been exposed to naturally, and I will never expose anyone to generally immoral or universally upsetting subjects (nor do I partake in them).
⌔AGES
Besides those notes, I am 18 and am not looking to form meaningful, long-term friendships with people who are 15 years of age or younger. I will gladly acquaint myself, greet anyone, and converse, but let's keep it at that :3c
⌔Now that this is handled, have fun exploring my Carrd! Click your browsers back button to return to a page. Making buttons takes a long time.
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LOCATION + INTERACTION
I am a person who plays Ponytown but I wouldn't consider myself to be a conventional "Ponytown player". If you are expecting that then my bad but I am just a guy.You can find me randomly on all English Servers, but I do not often visit the 18+ server as it is lot different than it was back then (rip).I enjoy sitting under the benches at Docks, Under the Spawn above the Gift pile, and in front of a torch south of Bakery; the spaces I sit have no meaning in terms of interest or fandom.
⌔If you see me around, feel completely free to cuddle up to me, whisper me, or sign my socials. There is really no use in letting your fear get the best of you with me, I work hard to ensure every interaction will feel natural and welcoming.There are a lot of people with C+H in their names but I don't often see people acting on it. Don't be afraid to walk up to me even if we haven't conversed. ;3
⌔I may appear nervous upon approaching first (I'm totally good with being approached, no issues lie there), but I'm trying to open myself back up to getting to know others despite my experiences in life. The best way to support me on my journey is to interact anyways so we can both find our footing. Also, sign my ata and I'll sign back >:3 It's an easy way for me to get familiar.
⌔BOUNDARIES
I have boundaries despite not having a DNI (other than the basics + respecting your own dni)...Just be a good person
I don't like resorting to keeping my distance from people, but I have my limits and will act justly. I value truly understanding peoples intentions and actions, so please don't think I'll misjudge you and think you're doing it on purpose if you make a mistake, I've studied various behaviors for years (which also means yes I will know when someone is intentionally being a menace).No matter what you do, how you act, or who you are, you are valuable and you are deserving of love. You do not need to earn it from me, but you must not work against the ways of the world or else you will lose things purely by missing the opportunities to gain things. Evils are within you, but it is not necessary for them to be of you. Be a good person for the sake of yourself primarily and the general benefit of the world around you - it is what gives back in the end
⌔Please refrain from tease / bully culture
I have a large distaste for its prominence due to how common it has become for people to downright disrespect and insult each other publicly in overwhelming ways, so I don't really want that happening towards me (nor do I want those who hang around me to witness it). While it may not be particularly harmful, it spreads bad energy to those who don't know where it comes from.On my own accord, I will not hang around when people are actively joking like that, but I am NOT intending to criticize just because I have preferences! You do you as long as you are careful, balanced, and reasonable enough for the sake of you and others around you <3I will never engage in that humor myself either unless we just happen to sway that way after a while of knowing each other.
⌔Tonetags (/j, /gen, ETC).
I'd prefer if you could use tone-tags a reasonable amount upon first getting to know me. This will easily help us see if your methods of communication get through to me in ways where I won't have to constantly ask what you mean. In that case, I'll let you know you can drop them if you want :3When it comes to MY usage, I use tonetags for myself more than anything. If you don't want me to use them at ALL, I likely won't interact long-term because it becomes hard for me to understand our past conversations / know what I'm feeling in the moment if i don't document it somehow. I always explain myself a lot, and those help me keep it short.
⌔This mfer? He doesn't ship 🙅
I see people speak about this often, so I will too just to be sure. I do not engage in any shipping cultures and am not educated on it (or interested). You can definitely share interests with me, but I do not care for discourse or the act of creating pairings 👐 It's not neutrality to anything extra, I'm just completely absent from whatever that stuff is and don't partake in the topic of anything controversial. As long as it isn't spoken about in my direction, all should be well.
⌔Noesis doesn't watch Youtube Shorts
I don't like immature jokes or anything widely known as repetitive / brainrot-centric. References are fine (and we can build up to inside jokes), but beyond that, I apologize but assure you I won't be amused if you pull up talking about piss or farts n other things along those lines :'|
⌔Keep reading, probably
More boundaries may be stated past this point, but it's time to actually learn more about me and how I am. Make sure you like and hit that subscri gets brutally shot
ABOUT ME :3Go Noesis go. Tell them how silly you are.
There are a few things I really, REALLY enjoy when it comes to being myself: Being incredibly laid back and patient while remaining positive and super genuine. Those four things practically always come together, but just because I'm not having a super enthusiastic week doesn't mean I'm in a bad mood or won't keep doing good for the world. This part of me will never change.. it's who I am.When I'm calm and feel as though I can just be, the difference may be very stark, but that doesn't imply I become mean or will ever treat anyone differently. Everything I do will always be with love and care in mind. I may just get sleepy, adopt a new tone, fall quiet and pay attention, or have to be prompted for responses hehe. Comfortable silence is the second best thing you will get out of me I think.
⌔I have struggles too brough
I am autistic which is pretty self explanatory. I am an incredibly fast learner, I just grasp things differently so it may seem to take a second. Just give me room or the opposite will obviously happenMy tone falls very low and consistent (almost monotone) when I'm being casual, so don't think much of it, it's just me being me and I assure you I won't just sound like the ultimately uninterested egg. If you can't avoid overthinking it long-term, I respectfully ask that you do not subject me to that. I am very open to reassuring people but am not going to force myself to put up with it for too long if there's no signs of improvement.
⌔I suffer from symptoms of C-PTSD and have certain social issues due to living a harsh life. They do not cause awkwardness, but they cause paranoia and fear which makes me frantically question myself and various other things... While this is the case, I am very stable so it really isn't that much of a problem honestly (WOOOO)I've spent years on self improvement and growing from any experience that comes my way, so I'm very confident in my communication skills and will do whatever is needed as long as we have the common goal of eventual understanding.
⌔Communication is (almost) everything
While I am very enthusiastic to work for friendships, step up for people, and push others in the right direction, I will not carry relationships or attempt to help you better yourself if you cannot take certain steps on your own. I do not cater to or care for those who wish to wallow in the comfort of their sorrows, but i CAN tell the difference between that and needing time to act! Don't worry I'm not an idiot :'3cIf I attempt genuine warranted communication and am met with either offensive or defensive behavior, then I will not second guess stepping away out of respect for us both. If you want to be you, that's okay! Depending on the situation I will just see myself out.Speak to me as well. I may already hold myself to high and stable standards, but I'm still growing (which is a beautiful thing! take pride in having more to see). I'm down to pause and have a gentle conversation. As long as you put in the effort to approach me properly and can handle feedback, every conversation should end with a feeling of accomplishment.I am not a combatant person nor will I get defensive, but I will rightfully protect myself and my preferences if I feel as though there is a misunderstanding or something has been wrongfully judged. In sum, ask questions and approach with curiosity, it gets you further in life than you'd ever know if you haven't done it before. ;3c
⌔Stuff gets silly
Being flirtatious is part of my secondary humors. It's usually all jokes and won't happen often unless we have something arranged (I am engaged so you will have to know my partner. He's super kind and chill don't worry :3). If you notice it and don't want it to happen at all, let me know. If you wanna do it, do it. If you're a stranger, maybe hang around me first. Ezpz
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Interests
Oh my god guys. He made it. He's Santa.
Anyways, this is a decent glimpse into my overall taste, I didn't wanna go too crazy with it.I like to draw, sing, play games, and WRITE. I enjoy the sky, I like going outside, and something I enjoy the most is talking to people and learning about them. I really enjoy LEARNING in general :3
⌔When it comes to my media interests, please note that I do not join fan dominated spaces or partake in them on any socials. There are some games that are really famous for their fans but "fandom spaces" are simply not within my interest. I am not educated on the happenings within them I just play games like a normal dude downloading something off google play and moving on. Share genuine concerns if you really need to, but just.. seriously refrain from anything else
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GENERAL LIKES STORAGE
I stick to a lot of the same things, I enjoy the familiarity. I will always love hearing about and partaking in other peoples interests though. ;3
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Bejeweled (Any), Peggle, NiGHTS into Dreams, Stardew,
Beyond good and Evil, BattleBlock Theater, Castle Crashers,
DUST:AET, Viva Pinata, and more.
I've been a sucker for the XBOX since I was 7 years old lol.Conways GoL, Certain Webcomics (Yes, you're thinking right), Mythical creatures (general)Roblox
Nullscape, Circle incremental, Minesweeper (roblox or not), Scary Sushi, Break In, Bee swarm, Block Mayhem, Depth Spelunker, Plate Game, Funky Friday⌔
✖️ CRK
You may see my ponies from this media, but I am not a fan and skip the story (I previously played for the designs and gacha system, that's all).
If you do enjoy it, I'm still fully willing to hear you talk about it or see your characters :3
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___I suppose there's more to be added overtime
Wow that cat was scary. Anyways, this was the section spoken about in the first page. Ezpz.
If you are not of age, the x is (probably) there in the top right corner. it's offering you candy to click it.
MORE about me
When it comes to my close friendships, I tend to offer things past platonic bounds, but it's not with the intention of "just messing around". Don't expect it to be guaranteed or automatic, and honestly don't "expect" it at all that's saddening and a little creepy.While my sexual attraction is not limited to my romantic partner, I am looking for GENUINE long-term friendships. I am currently searching for these types of engagements. It's something that means a lot to me, so I'm not going to befriend anyone who primarily seeks that straight off the bat with no intention of a flourishing friendship. Be a decent person and look forward to everything ELSE i have to offer first. ;3
⌔I never assume anything sexual within friendships unless it's obviously applicable, or we, you know, directly speak about it (please don't be afraid to ask questions or just go for it conversation wise, lol). I'm not the kind of person to randomly try and initiate, so don't think you'd need to be concerned. I'm pretty specific with it anyways.
⌔I am not looking for that stuff in EVERY friendship I form... In the end, I may just be content having you as a good friend, and lack of that engagement doesn't = a less valuable friendship. If you cannot understand that then please do not subject yourself to my reality. I have much more to give
⌔And god damn it please start shooting some shots I can't do all of it myself (trust me I'm trying). There's a drought of bitches. Please. pleAnyways, I guess this is goodbye for now. If you made it this far, why not say hi 👐